With his hat on
he’s about five inches taller
than a taxicab
— Richard Brautigan
With his hat on
he’s about five inches taller
than a taxicab
— Richard Brautigan
(For Marcia)
Your necklace is leaking
and blue light drips
from your beads to cover
your beautiful breasts
with a clear African dawn.
Far from the sea and from fine war,
Which love hauled with him now that they were lost,
The blind old buccaneer was trudging
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Oh destiny of Borges
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I feel horrible. She doesn’t
love me and I wander around
the house like a sewing machine
that’s just finished sewing
a turd to a garbage can lid
— Richard Brautigan
Beneath a handprint on a stucco ceiling,
I fucked another man. It was my first
Time making love. It all happened so fast
I didn’t even know what I was feeling.
I didn’t even realize that time
Was passing; each sweep of the ceiling fan
Lopped moments from my life. A stranger’s hand
Had left its mark, and made an urgent mime–
And ageless presence–from the white-faced room.
The silent warning told me don’t go on,
Or beckoned me to pleasures found beyond
This life. I looked to where his hard-on loomed
At me, and laid my hand across his chest.
Somehow, I felt saved. Later on, I read
The Bible while he shaved, and understood:
Against the falling heavens, I had pressed.
— Rafael Campo
Essential hypertension, uncontrolled,
Is almost immortality. The pressure
Of blood inside the arteries I measure
With mercury, reflecting on the soul:
Both liquid and a heavy metal, trapped
And beautiful–a subtle trembling–cold.
I hate to watch my patients grow old.
I watch as blood pressures ascend, hearts stop;
A cancer dimpling a woman’s breast,
As if to pull her in, inside herself.
On certain days, I want to die myself,
Then live forever by a perfect test:
My blood shows infinite cholesterol
And nothing cures me of my needs, and I’ve
Among my bitter medicines no salve
To calm my troubled, trembling soul.
— Rafael Campo
Inventing panaceas late last night,
I stumbled on a formula for life.
I mixed a wine glass with a paring knife,
And ended up with blood. My blood was quite
Remarkable, and red, so red it turned
The water in the bathtub red. I knew
What I was giving up, but tell me, who
Could choose mere comfort over the return
To blissful, everlasting peace? The sphere
That I inhabit now is full of us.
We’re angels, infants, stars. We’re numinous,
And hate the weight of words. We may appear
To you, as deja vu among the frozen foods,
Or on the highway in the form of deer
You almost kill before your speeding car–
There is eternal life. Damn, is it good.
~ Rafael Campo
A molecule that craves its own embrace
Encodes a message from my ancestors:
Survival means eternal life. Restored
As though he were alive again, my face
Seems more my grandfather’s than mine. I search
The contours of my jaws for what he’d say —
In tissue overlying bone, nucle-
Ic acids fast unzipped to base-pairs (matched
In stews primordial) give rise to cells,
Retell their ageless story. Cartilage
Is synthesized; I have no heritage
Except the mitochondria which mill
About my cytoplasm, full of sparks —
I am consumed by my autolysins
Yet constantly rebuilt by selfish genes,
Become my grandfather who killed a shark.
— Rafael Campo
The Thinker As Poet
(Aus der Erfahrung des Denkens)
Martin Heidegger (1947)
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Way and weighing
Stile and saying
On a single walk are found.
Go bear without halt
Question and default
On your single pathway bound.
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When the early morning light quietly grows above the mountains….