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[This is where I am in Proust right now.] But above all we must remember this: on the one hand, lying is often a character trait; on the other hand, in women who would not otherwise be liars, it is a natural defense, improvised at first, then more and more organized, against that sudden danger [...]

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He had never dwelled on memory’s delights. Impressions slid over him, vivid but ephemeral. A potter’s vermilion; the heavens laden with stars that were also gods; the moon, from which a lion had fallen; the slick feel of marble beneath slow sensitive fingertips; the taste of wild boar meat, eagerly torn by his white teeth; [...]

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Leaving behind the babble of the plaza, I enter the Library. I feel, almost physically, the gravitation of the books, the enveloping serenity of order, time magically desiccated and preserved. Left and right, absorbed in their shining dreams, the readers’ momentary profiles are sketched by the light of their bright officious

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On Certainty (Über Gewissheit) by Ludwig Wittgenstein Edited by G. E. M. Anscombe and G. H. von Wright Translated by Denis Paul and G. E. M. Anscombe Basil Blackwell, Oxford, 1969, 1972 Preface What we publish here belongs to the last year and a half of Wittgenstein’s life. In the middle of 1949 he visited [...]

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I feel horrible. She doesn’t love me and I wander around the house like a sewing machine that’s just finished sewing a turd to a garbage can lid – Richard Brautigan

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The following is an excerpt from Andre Gide’s preface to his novella, The Immoralist: … I no more wanted this book to be an accusation than an apology. I refrained from passing judgment. These days the public demands an author’s moral at the end of the story. In fact, they even want him to take [...]

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Beneath a handprint on a stucco ceiling, I fucked another man. It was my first Time making love. It all happened so fast I didn’t even know what I was feeling. I didn’t even realize that time Was passing; each sweep of the ceiling fan Lopped moments from my life. A stranger’s hand Had left [...]

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Essential hypertension, uncontrolled, Is almost immortality. The pressure Of blood inside the arteries I measure With mercury, reflecting on the soul: Both liquid and a heavy metal, trapped And beautiful–a subtle trembling–cold. I hate to watch my patients grow old. I watch as blood pressures ascend, hearts stop; A cancer dimpling a woman’s breast, As [...]

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Inventing panaceas late last night, I stumbled on a formula for life. I mixed a wine glass with a paring knife, And ended up with blood. My blood was quite Remarkable, and red, so red it turned The water in the bathtub red. I knew What I was giving up, but tell me, who Could [...]

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A molecule that craves its own embrace Encodes a message from my ancestors: Survival means eternal life. Restored As though he were alive again, my face Seems more my grandfather’s than mine. I search The contours of my jaws for what he’d say – In tissue overlying bone, nucle- Ic acids fast unzipped to base-pairs [...]

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Anders couldn’t get to the bank until just before it closed, so of course the line was endless and he got stuck behind two women whose loud, stupid conversation put him in a murderous temper. He was never in the best of tempers anyway, Anders — a book critic known for the weary, elegant savagery [...]

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There are a few lucky souls for whom the whole process of writing is easy, for whom the smell of fresh paper is better than air, whose minds chuckle over their own agility, who forget to eat, and who consider the world at large an intrusion on their good time at the keyboard. But you [...]

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